Slow motion.

Today feels like I am walking in slow motion while everything around me is moving so fast. Have you ever felt like that before? When you know that there are so many good things in your life, yet you are still unhappy?

Yes. I am unhappy today.

I’ve been spending too much time self loathing. I look at the mirror and all I can see are tired eyes and ugly, fat cheeks.

I want to lose weight and start feeling good.

When I was 10lbs lighter, I was more confident and more energetic. But I also remember wanting to be another 10 lbs lighter; it never ends does it?

I need to be patient.

Since the beginning of the month, I’ve been to C.urves once a week. Last week I went twice. I’m daring myself to go 3 times this week. I can do it.

I want to start eating healthier. I’ve been drinking more water each day and drinking less pop. Actually, it’s been more than a week since I’ve had any. I’m adding more veggies and fruits to my diet. Slowly but surely, I am going to do this.

I will lose 10 lbs by December and be happy.

Yes, be happy.

I want to be the happy person that everyone thinks I am.